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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Ever experience the feeling of "so near yet so far "?
The feeling of helplessness that just makes you sigh... Haiz...

What makes music so great?
The sound generated? the rhythm within the song? The feelings upon or while listening to the music? Or the many memories that we recalled?

There can be so many reasons on why our life needed music, and how music can bring upon the colours into your life... While i am typing now, i am listening to music as well... Enjoying the song while i type out whatever "Fei hua" in my mind...
Haha...
Last time, i did not enjoy and understand music as i could now... Did not understand the many things that SHE love abt music...

There are many times when We, human wan to voice out what we think... but those words just dun seems to be able to come out from the mouth... Therefore many things are just kept in the mind and locked within our soul...
However, sometimes, maybe our thoughts are better kept within ourselves... Becos u will question yourself: So what if others noe what i am thinking?

The human mind is just so complicated to understand...
Maybe we shldnt think so deeply into life...
Just live it out and we will understand one day....

Been watching Hong Kong serial drama on channel 55 of SCV... Recently, there is a drama series on matters of love, marriage and the way in handling human relationship...
Its called "Lao Po Da Ren"...
The couple are called Ge Guo Guang and Gao Ximin...
Guo Guang always called Ximin "Da ren"... tts how some guys called their wives however in this case, part of the reason is also becos she is a magistrate...
He takes care of the house and baby, while she works in court... A modern family...
The story is interesting but if i am going to type, its gonna be an essay liao....Lol
On yesterday episode, Guo guang said something which i found to be very meaningful...
I agreed with it...
"Its not the product(things) that matters... Its the thought and dedication given into making the product that matters...
I agree with it... Its not the things which will touch a person's heart... its the effort put in that will touch a person's heart...
The effort and hardwork...

Yesterday, went to ktv with the girls( Yulingz & sis, Huifangz , Ningz & bf)...
listen to them sing again... haha...
Though i am very tired and the nose is troubling me, had a fun time there...
The girls sang their hearts out... Zhang huimei made them breathless...
lol... the pitch is so high... But they are gd... ~.~
Some of the MTVs are funny also...
Glad to see her smiling and laughing whole night...
That suits her the most... The laughters and the smile...

Hao le ba... That's all folks...

Posted by Boon at 9:24 AM


Saturday, June 24, 2006

One week never update my blog...
hoho...

Went for ktv with sec sch friends in wednesday... (Yulingz, Hengz, Huifangz, Qing Ningz and Dingz)
The girls are very gd in their singing... haha... Compare to them, we guyz are... haha

Then the next day which is Thursday, i just roam ard... cycling ard and Zuo Bo.... walk in cwp alone...

Itwas so sianz... Buay tahan... Then came a call... which i did not pick up...
lol... Becos i did not hear my phone rang...
Then i call back...
" Wan mahjong bo?"
The girls' hands were "itchy"... Haha...
Then i went over to CN house and then we played and watched soccer...
We went to have breakfast at 300+ kopidiam...
I saw Huifang's mum for the first time since 2 yrs ago... She smiled at me and i gave a bright smile in return... hehe...
As we were standing at a distance i did not call out "Aunty, ni hao"
The girls ordered wu-xiang from Aunty... i had a bit and woo... the food and chilly is still gd as ever... though its a bit oily...
We went back for another few rounds of mahjong b4 we ended ard noon? then we rested a while and had a chat session...
They were having the talks and i just keep quiet and listen... ~GIRLS TALK~
After that we went to CWP to have YOSHINOYA for lunch before we departed for our own activities...
Had bball that night... alot of them came down...
Its a long time since so many would gather for one session of bball and talk cock...
I had a long sleep once i reach home and had my shower...
Going Bball now also... Just now went ktv again with Bombster, Zhiyuan and Derick...
K ciao... ppz...

Posted by Boon at 7:03 PM


Saturday, June 17, 2006

Yesterday, i hurt my right thigh during bball session... it felt so painful...
My right thigh knocked against the diamond-liked knee of our Elder(Shen Pek) as i drove down the court towards the ring... It did not feel that pain during that time... but it hurt during night and i could not sleep... Started lying on the bed from 2.30am and till 5am i could not sleep... BTH... switched on the com and played The Twin Heroes until 6.30am... then lie on the bed for another hour before i could have a good and sound sleep...

I think i am having insomnia... Many occasions i just cannot sleep and the brain just keep straying into the deep ocean...

Today, we had a gathering for our Bombster... who booked out for the first time from Tekong... Walk ard CWP and had our meal... He told us abt his experiences in the army for the past two weeks... We wanted to go ktv... however, the price was just way too overboard... 85++, not including other charges... So we changed our mind and went to CCK to have pool session... I had a bad session... lost all the 3 games i played... Got no feeling with the queue stick i used just now... lol..
So we played finish and i am back home using my keyboard to type my entry... Haha...

Yulingz... Thanks for coming by to my blog... lol... Thought you were very busy de? How have u been recently? Heard from CN u went to penang... Fun bo? No matter what, stay happy and with all smiles :)

World cup News coming up...
Argentina gave the best performance of the tournament by thumping Serbia & Montengro 6-0... It was the biggest scoreline in this world cup till this point of time... They advanced to the last 16 knockout stages together with Holland who overcame Cote' di voir ( Ivory Coast) 2-1...
Germany, Ecuador, England, Portugal also advanced to the last 16 after their 2nd win of their various matches...
Now, TV is showing Czech Republic vs Ghana... Ghana scored after just 1 min 40 secs... lol...

Ok world cup reports stop here... haha...
Dun talk so much abt soccer le... quite sianz rite...
A smile brights up the day...

Posted by Boon at 11:48 PM


Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Haven blog for a few days... Or say mayb a little too lazy or there is nothing much to blog about...

Both are true... lol...
Abit of worms creeped up on me and there isnt anything much to say abt these few days...
Other than the normal daily things we human do, there is nothing special i guess...

I wan to work... They say full bookings... Then when i am sleeping in the morning, they will keep calling me... BTH... Then when i call back, nobody pick up the phone... -_-" dotz dotz dotz man...

Very poor man... So many things have in planning liao... $$$ is the main character... If not the show cannot commence... How many times have i cried poor? lol... alot of times, i supposed...

Yuan never reply me about that packing job... sianz... Its been quiet these few days... No activity...

Had a chat with our ever cheerful Ye Qing that day... She so happy lo... Back from her HK trip... and she bought so many things... Thats what girls are most enthu doing... SHOPPING lo...
Haha...
Last time still got MJ session so got meet up... now all busy... think got quite a period never see them liao... Got time lets meet up ba...

World Cup fever is all over the place... everywhere is talking abt soccer... And yesterday night, cup holders Brazil played their first match against Croatia... Great goal from Kaka saw them through with 1-0...
Went to buy Toto on monday... Saw many teens at the outlet... looking at the odds panel for soccer betting... Reminded me of the past... Hopefully no ones become like the old me...

Tml think i shld go out ba... been at home for yesterday and today... BTH liao... kind of boring at home... but go out must spend money... Headache... but nonetheless thats what makes it nice... Spending money... heheh

My bro found one of the games i liked to play on my outdated Sega Saturn on PS 2... Dragon Force... Now make me abit gian wan to buy PS 2... but that one is not a necessity... so it wont takes priority... Haiz, thought of something...

Ok la... Dun worry be happy!!!!

Posted by Boon at 7:19 PM


Sunday, June 11, 2006

Just came back home... Went to ktv at partyworld just now...

Had a little disagreement with Daven just now... but now ok le...
First time we buay song with each other... Everytime Ah Ga liao, but dunno why... just now got a a little fire... Becos of me ba... kind of tulan...
but nvm... we guys wont take it to heart... we are ok liao...

Yesterday Argentina won by 2-1... I nearly got the correct score... Had it not for tt stupid Didier Drogba's goal in the 82nd minute...
Just now, the match between Holland and Serbia & Montenegro, i got the correct score... haha...1-0 to Holland... Now showing Mexico vs Iran... and later at 3am, Portugal vs Angola... Dunno going to watch them or not...

In the afternoon, i use Spectre for the first time... Really a damn imbalance hero... First time using it, i get godlike liao... Then the next match, beyond godlike... They must remove the ultimate... too good liao... Later i going to use Spectre one more time...

Sianz, no work for this coming week... full bookings... means no money!!!
I wan to work leh... Great Singapore Sales season leh...
Haiz... Mei Qian Ah!!!

Posted by Boon at 11:55 PM


I just switched on the tv and channel 8 is showing The Twin Heroes... Andy Lau as Jiang xiao yu and Ling qing xia as Hua wu que... The story is different from the one i am playing...
The Hua wu que is a lady in the show... but in the game, its a male...
Storyline got a big difference also... The show is quite old le... filmed long ago...
However its quite a nice show...

Today just went out play bball only... Like yesterday, after i went out of my house... Rain started to pour... So unlucky... Wu fa zhi xing... then waited very long for rain to stop then played a while... Then after playing, we sat down chat for a while... Ivan was complaining he never exist... haha... funny...

World cup started yesterday... Watched both match but not fully... Germany vs Costa Rica ended with the host winning 4-2... As expected, germany won by 2 goals...
2nd match was between Poland and Ecuador... Match finished with Ecuador emerging victorious with 2-0... Poland's players look like never eat rice... Most of them fall easily when they are knocked softly... Ecuador played in the last world cup in Japan/Korea, so they have more experience than the Polish whom is playing their first world cup since 1970s...

Today have 3 matches... England vs Paraguay ended 1-o to England... I never watched it but saw from soccernet that they did not have a good performance... 2nd match is between debutant Trinidad and Tobago, and Sweden... Its a 0-0 stalemate... the underdogs played a good match to hold the swedes to a draw... Last match of the day is starting now... Its between powerhouse Argentina and debutant Ivory Coast... I predict the score to be 2-0 or 3-0 to the south americans...

Its good to be just watching and enjoying the match... Without any bets or watever...
Glad that i have kept my promise...

Wat will tml be like? hmmm... go watch the match ...

Posted by Boon at 2:14 AM


Friday, June 09, 2006

Never blog for the past few days...
Came back on Tuesday night, 6th June from Genting...
The trip was fun... the place is nice and cold also...need to wear jacket around...
Basically it was a nice experience...

Did blog 2 days ago... but the server was down with problem... therefore wasted whatever i had typed...

These few days, i have been in deep thought... thinking hard abt myself...

Great Singapore Sale is on... Got many things to buy... However, I am short on cash...

Haiz... been down on luck... blog again soon...

Posted by Boon at 5:44 PM


Sunday, June 04, 2006

In half and hr's time, i will be leaving for Genting...
Will be back by Tuesday night... 6th of June...

Yesterday, i did not blog... haha... Was playing The Twin Heroes 2, Jue Dai Shuang Jiao 2...
Stayed at home for the whole day... Nothing to do... then install it again and play... I lost my The Twin Heroes 3... have the box but not the cds inside... Sianz...
I played quite far liao... heheh... Using Jiang Xiao Yu aka the Xiao mo xing= Little Devil...

Today, i went to IT Roadshow at Suntec with Yuan,YCY and Shen...Yuan and Shen bought thumb drives and keyboards...
I bought MP3... Creative Muvo S200... $99 512MB...
The one with the same model as Dingli's... His one is blue colour and i bought silver colour...
I upload 80 songs into it le... going to enjoy it later during the trip... Bus leaving at 6.15am...
haha i still at home... lol... Because departure point is Causeway Point... so near....
This will be my first trip to Genting... quite Pumpkin... lol...

Hope this trip is most important safe... and of course fun as well... The one who suggest this trip did not go... @##$% right?
Lol cannot blame him also... He is down with sickness since coming back from last Saturday's trip to Sentosa... May he recover fast...
We are going Sentosa again man... better be ok by then...
Ok i gotta rush off liao... After i eat finish one plate of Indo mee...
Lol...
Be back on Tuesday...

Posted by Boon at 5:35 AM


Friday, June 02, 2006

In just a few hrs time, our Tiko Gei will be in Tekong Chalet liao... lol
All the best to him... May The Force Be With Him...

Saw what she wrote in her blog... Never really have any negative feelings...
Thats a gd sign... hehe... My temper is good now... wooosshhhh... ( think can consider like tt) ~.~

I know what she has been trying to tell me... I have done nothing also... I wont feel depress...
But in fact, she is still moving on in her life and i am not interferring...
"What is fated to be yours will always be there... What is not fated to be will never be there..."
Heard this statement from someone... forget is from who... Might be true ba...

I am treating her normally now ah... Not my GF leh... If she is my GF, she will everyday be very happy liao lo... confirm guarantee chop chop chop one... sompa...
If i am not meant to be... i am still a friend... Need not avoid, ignore or use certain ways to...
I did not do anything nasty to her now at all... isnt it? not even a single loud word did i utter out from my mouth in her presence... did i?
If we are not meant to be... she will have her wish granted one day for sure... I can say for sure...

Now is just that i just dun understand... Mystery in my mind... nvm ... she wont understand also...
Her life seems quite messy now... but she grown up le... will know how to handle one... I believe so...
She is a bit different from the "her" who was with me once... She is much stronger mentally, i guess so... Mindset different... More independent... And more troubled now... I wont get to know also...
And it seems i am one of the troubles... haha...
What to do... reduce for her lo...
Need not worry abt me then... wont disturb her...
I wish to share her burden and not increase her burden... Be her happiness and not sadness...

Nature has its own way of planning...

Today apply debit card... not the DBS one... but the new Capitaland card... Promotional...
No need subscription fee for 2 yrs... got 20% cash rebate at the designated shopping mall given in the brochure...
going to apply the DBS one also... but not now... bank not much money also...
Another day of bball and void deck talk cock session just now... haha...

Lol.... always spent at least one hr blogging... haha...
Going to buy mp3... mayb mp4...
Genting countdown - 2 days
depends the price... got budget...

May everyone has a gd night sleep... Sweet dreamz to all... Me too...

Posted by Boon at 2:13 AM


Thursday, June 01, 2006

What are couples? What do you see in couples?

They are pairs of friends of the opposite sex, who have very good relationships. They share their memories, parts and parcels of their daily life With each others. Regardless of what, they will look out for each other and will care for one another.

I have eaten 2 bowls of noodles just now before i turned on my com. I came to my blog and woot... nearly cant digest them... lol...

Alot of things occurred because of certain misunderstandings which arised from misinterpretation... Sometimes, the author may not mean what the reader might have interpreted from what they have written...
There is many angles to look at something before we make a conclusion...

I misread her statement and i rightly deserved to be scolded... Am so sorry... Pai seh
As for what i have written in my previous post, those sentence are just questions in my mind...
Please dont take it to heart...
I have treated her badly in the past... And my turnback is trying to say " I will really treat her with all my heart, really CHERISH her... keeping to the promise i gave on july 2001..."
And i agreed with her... Reality is cruel...
But that doesnt mean its the end of everything... Stand up from we fall and keep walking...
Moreover, I never said i am pitiful... I do not wish anyone to pity me...

There are lots and lots more of pp whose life are far worse than me...(NEWPAPER) for instance the family which met with accident... The wife,pregnant, in intensive care... elder son in hospital as well... younger son dead... Dad has to face all of these overnight, having dreamt of having a great time in Tioman previously... How distraught can it be? I do know the feeling of having everything gone overnight... Hope God bless them...

Its ok even if i cant catch up... You will still be moving on...
There will always be someone trying his best to catch up when you look back on... Regardless the pace...
He will be there to look out for you... He will help you no matter what and whenever you needed one or had a fall... HE WILL BE THERE... always...
He will be very happy even if you would just take a short look at him...
A promise given can never be taken back... Look at life positively... We can live a happier life...

Yesterday went ktv with my bball kaki... For our Tiko gei before he marched on to his "chalet" on Friday... Had a fun time, sang many songs...
Still remembered she was the first to ask me go for my first ever ktv... but i didnt agree to accompany her... Wasnt a thoughtful guy at tt time... never thought of her feeling at tt time...
sigh... How stupid can i be? Zhu dou mei you wo da zhi... sigh
If there could be one more time... i will sing with her till whenever she wants...

Never use com yesterday night... intend to sleep and wake up early in the morning to watch "The Condor Heroes"... but in the end i lie on my bed from 2.30am to 5am not able to sleep... Brain keep thinking of alot of things... then decided to watch Slamdunk... watched for an hr and i tried to sleep again... finally... but unable to wake up later to watch the show...

Woke up then went to take my pay in the afternoon... last day of the valid date for the voucher...
The booth closes at 4.30pm and i reached just before it closes... phew...
Then of course wanted to take a look at her... but she did not work... (am not a peeping tom hor)
kind of disappointed... Wu yuan ma?
Talking abt yuan fen.... i still remembered when i and her just got together... On many occasions... without agreeing in the first place... We will wear the same colour tops when we went out... We also each got one no-fear t-shirt... then will wear together... haha
tts yuan fen ba...

Wcc was at orchard also... then i went to find him... he and a few girls at ktv partyworld singing...
Went back after tt... alone... and rushed to play bball as ycy jio... reached there 830pm... but never really play and went void deck to chat...

Feeling sleepy...
An advice to all guys... cherish the person u love... dun be big bossy guys... Girls are meant to be loved and pampered and not ordered ard... Wan to order, hire one maid...

Humans always never cherish things when they are around... they regret when they are gone... haiz... I am one of them...

Posted by Boon at 2:12 AM