Sunday, May 28, 2006
Came back home just now ard 11.20pm... a hectic day outside...
Went to Sentosa today... A place for relaxing...
I, Dingli and Chin Yee went to ICA building in the morning before we met up with the rest at Harbourfront Hawker centre... they need to update their passport for next week's trip to Genting... Suppose to meet at 9am... but me and CY woke up at 9... lol...
By the time we reached Lavender and finished the updating, it was 12.05pm...
a long queue today... we reached harbourfront and we took our meal... i ate 2 plates of food and a big glass of sugar cane juice... was very hungry at tt time...
We went to Siloso beach... played dodge ball, frisby(wrong spelling), soccer, boomerang and sand... have a little cut on my toe on the left foot when playing soccer...
Then there was this moment when our god, Shen Pek , kicked the ball and it got stucked up on the coconut tree... we used quite alot of effort to retrieve the ball... haha... damn funny
He also cannot play boomerang... will hit other pp... haha...
Saw alot of couples relaxing on the beaches and having their own beautiful moments enbouldered into their memories... envy them...
I recalled alot of things in the past with HER while i was sitting alone on the beach... Miss her alot... haiz... The beautiful memories i recalled was so real and yet so far beyond my reach... the feeling of helplessness... I have tried communicating with her... wish to understand her... concern abt her... and of course not
interferring in her life...
However, it never works... Am ever hoping tt she could just have a nice chat with me...
Maybe she find me
irritating and
interfering with her life...
No, i did not... I will give anything tt she wants... regardless of what and with the best of my abilities...
I know LOVE is a very complicated matter... its abt the feeling of a person... and so i respect whatever she wants... i wan to try once more to let her trust me again... She knows my character... am i tt bad a person? And if i really fail, i would accept it... however reality always opposes wishful thoughts...
Acceptance and compromise is needed in a relationship... Communication is very important in building and sustaining the good relationship...
haiz... I have thought of alot and alot...
She is main character... she calls all the decision...
Most important thing is she is happy doing whatever thing...
got the feeling she condemned me... haiz...
Bomb and LCG went back early... ard 4 plus and we stay till ard 9... and went for dinner then took 963 straight back to Woodlands...
Next week booking is full... great i cant work... No income for next week... I got alot of things to buy leh...
My BIG REVOLUTION is on going man...
Look to the sky and grab your dreams... Work towards it...
Never dying Phoenix revive everyday... Never-dying spirit...
Posted by Boon at 12:59 AM
